獨遊--我想我深深的愛上你了

我不會發光但我會爆炸
4/15 我懷著愧疚的心情到了機場,即將開始我獨自一人為期23天的英法自由行,為了不讓自己退縮,我到機場的第一件事就是check in, 我想一旦我把行李交出去,我就沒有回頭的路,就剩下勇敢的衝了。
通關之前,我喝了珍奶,因為它將會是我最想念的味道。飛機起飛前,我打了通電話回家,告訴家人我最近沒有辦法回家,這對乖乖牌的我來說,實在有點叛逆。
如果你要我說我這次旅行的動機,其實有很多。
首先,我想挑戰我自己,如果我能做到自己旅行,那還有什麼是我做不到。在此必須感謝所有背包客們,你們所寫的內容都讓我很崇拜,我希望有一天自己能和你們一樣,用有限的旅費去看這個世界,去了解不同的人們。於是自己旅行的種子就在我心中種下並發芽了。
其次,我想要做一些不一樣的事情,我不想以後我的子孫問我做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼,但我卻沒有任何東西可以告訴他們,我希望自己是一個有故事,有想法的人。就像五月天的歌詞一樣「如果每個人的臉都相同,那麼讓你們不同的是什麼」。
再者,我並不知道自己喜歡的工作是什麼,原來的工作讓我得不到成就感和快樂,每當我看著我同事,我心想她可能就是未來的我,但那不是我想成為的樣子。於是我決定辭職,讓自己去找能讓我快樂的工作。
而這一趟旅行是我辭職的動力,應該說要跳離原本工作的舒適圈很難,而我也知道大部分的工作並不會讓員工有這麼長的假期。對我而言,能讓我擁有這一個長假,唯一能做的就是辭職了。
最後,和前男友分手成為了這段旅行最豐富的肥料,讓它長成了大樹,並結了果。
必須說我真的很感謝他,因為他的離開讓我不得不成長,學會為自己所做的每一個決定負責,因為自己一個人,沒有可以抱怨的人。必須說我真的很想他,每當我做任何事情的時候,他總是會出現在我的心中。但我決定把他的記憶留在巴黎,我在塞納河邊和你道別,把你的記憶丟到河裡。
一路上跌跌撞撞,拉著行李箱狼狽的樣子,迷路就跟吃飯一樣的簡單,從不敢開口問路到最後幾乎想幫別人指路。錯過火車check in 時間,誤把警衛當成騷擾房客的壞人,在夜路遇到恐怖搭肩的人,在旅館以為自己遇到鬼,在機場聽到自己名字被廣播後的狂奔,還有一路上所遇到的每一個人,這些都是我這一趟旅程中最美好的回憶。謝謝所有的一切,讓我完成了這一趟豐富的旅程,雖然我的心還在巴黎。
最後的最後台灣,我平安回來了。
I arrived airport with a guilty heart on 4/15. I started my adventure by myself for twenty-three days. To be brave, checking in was my first step. I had no choice to return, all I can do was going ahead.
I drank a cup of bubble tea because I would miss it very much and I called my family that I would be absent for a long time.
My motivations were as below:
First, I wanted to challenge myself; if I could do this adventure, what’s the thing I couldn’t do? Here, I had to thank for all backpackers, without you, I would not be here.
Second, I wanted to do something different; I wanted to tell my sons and daughters that I had traveled alone; I wanted to be a thoughtful and historic woman.
Furthermore, I didn’t know what job I like, I couldn’t feel accomplished and happy with my previous job. When I looked at my coworker, I imaged I would be her one day/some day(in future); that wasn’t what I wanted to be. I decided to quit my job and find what I like.
One of my motivations was quitting my job. It’s difficult to quit a job, but I knew I couldn’t have a long vacation like that. To fulfill my dream, I had to quit my job.
Finally, I had to thank my ex-bf. I had to learn how to grow up because of his leaving, I had to take responsibility for my decisions. I couldn’t complain to anyone because I was alone. I had to say that I missed him very much, whatever I did, he always came to my mind. I decided to forget him and bury my memory about him in River Seine.
I was staggering and embarrassed in my adventure. I was afraid of talking with other people. Got lost, missed the train I booked, regarded a security guard as a bad guy who wanted to disturb hostel guests, met a weird guy who put his hand on my shoulder at night and ran in the airport.
All people I met were the best memories in the adventure.
Thanks for everything, my heart is in Paris, but I’m back in Taiwan.
你別說話一說話就暴露智商
讀了幾年自己不喜歡的科系,剛畢業出來找了分自己不喜歡的工。
有了小小的儲蓄,自己去了趟旅行。
回來過後,發覺人生好像少了什麼。
因緣巧合之下發現了這個網站,剛註冊了,這是我第一個讀的帖子。

I don't know how to express myself, but I think you motivated me. Thanks 前輩!
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